I just wanted to say that I feel happier than I usually feel after possibly two months of this popping in and out of my head and about a week of thinking about this wonderful friend of mine, this great person that I had been friends with for… a little over two years?
About two months ago, I had felt a bit odd. It wasn’t a strange feeling, it was a… happy feeling. I couldn’t even stop smiling at one point. It was while I was laying in bed too, trying to get some sleep. I kept thinking about this person for some reason. He had been with me when I needed help, when I needed someone to talk to. He always knows how to cheer me up and make me laugh. He’s like… one of my best friends. I’ve got a special place in my heart for my BEST friend already and no one can replace that (no offense, lawl) but with this person, I had felt like I saw him as more than just a friend.
I had been recovering from another break-up a while before then, so I was very hesitant whenever I thought of it being a crush. As times went by, I stayed unsure. However, this person remained to be the same wonderful friend I know him as, the same person who makes me feel so happy.
A few days ago… I realized that he had liked me. Not just as a friend but as more than that. I was surprised, to say the least, considering how I had felt something myself but was so hesitant to believing it was true. I took the time to think about it, even having trouble sleeping as I thought…
I realized something the night before. I wasn’t unsure of my feelings… I was scared. I was scared of the idea of relationships ever since my last one. I was afraid of hurting him and I was afraid of being hurt.
But… what’s the point of love if I never give it another chance? I knew I liked him back, I really did. But my cowardice was holding me back. I realized that if I want to ever be in a relationship with someone who loves me for me and knows who I am as a person and knows me so well, I shouldn’t skip by the chance. Here I am with someone I enjoy being with so much, enjoy talking to, laugh with, have meaningful conversations with and even deeply trust right in front of me and I’m worried about how it would end up if we got together.
How on Earth will I ever find out if I never try?
What makes me confident about this is that… I trust him and he trusts me. No way in Hell am I passing this by.
MariaColette/MariettaRC <3 iamflip/SageFlip
Well… this answers my question I was gonna ask. :P
Comment by iamflip — October 11, 2008 @ 3:21 pm
Oh, I didn’t know it was Iamflip you liked. I’m very happy for you guys!
Comment by David — October 12, 2008 @ 11:20 pm
Hi Karen~
I’m no good at Love Advice so I will just answer the question you asked me about Seduce~
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Seduce is a skill where you have no control over your actions for 10 seconds. You can randomly move or jump. You are only allowed to chat, or use Hero’s Will which cancels Seduce (10 minutes cooldown time). Auto pots don’t work either.
What happens is, there is a seduce order. It’s based on the time you enter the map meaning if you’re the first to enter the map you will be seduced first. So Seduce Mules (warrior with high level stance or shadower with high level fake) and Warriors enter first, then Mages, Ranged, and finally Bishops.
You will be seduced over and over until you die, and then Horntail will seduce the 2nd person who entered the map. If the 1st person is revived, Horntail will seduce that person once again.
Seduce is most dangerous at the beginning, since the legs and tail do heavy damage, and barely any players can survive the Tail’s damage (25-50k damage) so this is when Hero’s Will is important. The job of the seduce mule is to prevent others from being seduced, and yell “sed” when seduced. The seduce Bishop has to follow and heal the Seduce mule at all times after the tail is dead.
The arms of Horntail, and the two preliminary heads can seduce one at a time. But when the arms are near dead, they will be desperate and mass seduce affecting 10 players.
That’s all I can explain about seduce I think. I hope you understand it a bit more~
As for bossing, just level a bit more, and then you can join boss runs. But since you’re an archer, HP Washing / MP Washing -> HP Washing / Blood Washing might be needed (for HT anyway).
Good luck <3
Comment by Kevo — October 14, 2008 @ 7:05 pm
Oh, so Seduce is a HT skill. o_O Wow, that makes it even more surprising for people to beat HT but that must take a lot of organizing. XD
Comment by MariettaRC — October 15, 2008 @ 8:46 am